Living in the Moment

Live for right now. The present. Not the past and not the future. Breath deep.

God thanks so much for loving me even though I am a mess of jumble thoughts, ideas, goals, opinions, insecurities, dreams, likes, etc....

Lately I have been more materialistic than I have been in the past. I am not sure why. God show me, and not only that help me to see the world is about more than meeting my needs. It is about others too. Their dreams, hopes, ideas, etc....

Look around.

See what He sees. I know that is something I need His grace to do.

I wonder if I never changed anymore than to who I am right now, am I secure with Him? My heart says yes but something in me feels, "nope, you gotta earn your place in His family. Nothing comes for free. You have to fix the broken bits inside you." What if any of that is true?