Something new

It was just plain fun. I had a few moments of nervous energy but for the most part it was good. I like the idea that I was not so worried about the outcome, just enjoyed each moment. No matter what happens it was good to spend the day with a fun person. Being as real as one can be meeting and getting to know someone new.

So, yeah, thanks God for a fun-filled day...and thanks for loving me enough to be with me in my heart and mind so that I don't do what I used to which is worry about things so much. Insecurity is a bitch and it wasnt long ago I remember leaving a date or whatever racked with worries about rejection. For whatever reason I just don't feel that now. God, you are good. I don't know how you do it, but you do! :)

Love ya!