What is busy-ness?

My blogging has been inconsistent because I am keeping myself busy. I find that the "people" around me like when I am busy, it seems to elavate my worth versus if I spend alot of time reading or whatever. Why is that? Is that just a perception I have? Part of me doesnt think so because now that I am more "active" less people tell me "get a job" or "what are you going to do with the rest of your life". What is the big hurry anyway...I happened to have stumbled on something I really love to do but what if I didnt until I was 40, what is it to people? Why do they feel the need to live my life for me? Plus, whose to say the thing I pick is a forever thing, maybe it is for a few years and then I go to Africa and live there digging ditches for irragation. Does it really matter as long as we are living and loving?

I could be supporting my tendency toward introspection and being lazy...I don't know...just my mind's ramblings.

Take care.