A lie and my heart

Please don't hide from me.

Please let me be a friend.

How do I reach out and not retreat?

I wish so badly that my friendship meant something to you. That it was valued. I am not sure it is. Could I be overreacting, maybe, but honestly it hurts . So I say it, and move on.

God I don't want to run. I want to stay firmly planted. I fear. I doubt. I am swayed by my own insecurities.

Thanks for that great love for which I could not live without.

peace is where I want to live.

PS A thought came to mind. I can think of times in my life when I lie- it must hurt the other person. No wonder God doesn't want lies to get in between people, it tears. Maybe something deep inside people feels the impact of it whether it is known or not. Papa, I am sorry for the people I have hurt with MY lies.